Insomnia


Assalamualaikum






Insomia, yang Latin untuk "tidak tidur," adalah ketidakupayaan untuk tidur atau kekal tidur. Insomnia juga digunakan untuk menggambarkan keadaan bangun tidak berasa dipulihkan atau segar


Ha... betul lah tu.. aku lah tu. yeye tak syak lagi betul betul.

aku adalah salah seorang Insomnia.
dah lama dah aku mcm ni. dari kecik lagi. aku hanya boleh tidur if aku betul betul letih. example, if aku balik dari training olahraga aku akan terus tidur. if aku dapat tidur tu.. jgn lah kacau... memang aku akan mengamuk. sampai mak abah aku pon takut, aku ni unpredictable. sometime aku boleh jadi putri yg lemah lembut. but sometimes aku boleh berubah. takut tak, hakhakk..

sebab tu aku selalu Tampal Note.

"hormatilah orang yang sedang tidur"


aku betul betul betul jeles orang yang boleh tidur dgn cepat nye. aku ni.... kekadang tidur 2 jam je. nampak je mcm tidur. baring mcm org tidur. tutup mata. tp sebeno nye aku tak tidur pon. aku boleh tulis ape yg korang buat setiap masa, berdengkur lah. ade kucing la. hoho...

kenape aku tak boleh tidur?

Problem
Bile aku ade problem, aku akan pikir untuk selesai kan secepat mungkin. aku tak suke beban. aku tak suke rase serba salah. aku tak suka menunggu. dan aku juga suke imaging yang bukan bukan. sometimes aku takut dengan masalah tu, so, dalam lelapan aku menangis, nampak je kat luaran mcm gengster, tp aku menangis dalam lelapan. if ade assingment pulak. aku akan cepat cepat buat, aku tak suke tangguh, nnti aku tak boleh tidur, if lec bagi hari ni. esok petang siap ! sangat lah beruntung siapa yg group ngan aku tu. they didn't do anything. when they ask. Atiq, assignment mcm mana? then i replied, its DONE dear, belanje aku makan....:')


Berfikir
aku ni suke sangat berfikir panjang panjang. even tak penting pon. aku akan pikir jugak ! umpama mcm orang kata kita tenung gelas kaca sampai pecah. means. aku akan pikir sampai limit !. sometimes aku boleh rancang masa depan perkara tu. ade jugak pikir bukan bukan.. haha.. nak buat mcm mana aku manusia biasa, haha. berfikiran jahat pon ade, aku bukan baik pon. nampak je baik. hhhahaha... haa.. contoh nye kan... org kate if nak tidur. kite bayangkan kambing biri biri lompat pagar. ye. aku bayangkan... tp aku terus pikir..pagar tu mcm mana? tinggi ke rendah? kambing tu lepas ke lompat? nak kire sampai bile? see!!!


bila OverThinking... aku migrain........ tahap ni parah, aku rase mcm nak pijak pijak je sape carik gaduh. not in mood lah... aku igt lagi. Time MDS. aku tak cukup tidur, akak OC bagi pressure.. aku geram sangat... pagi awal kol5. nak berebut mandi, stress!! bile jalan tu, aku 5x muntah, sebab terlalu pressure,,then aku di tempatkan dengan student yg ade penyakit critical.. if korang boleh rase kan.. urat kepale aku belah kiri tegang giler ! ye urat yg hijau tu,, tegang! stress la makne nye tu.. even kau buat lawak pon kat aku. aku boleh cakap. jgn jadi bodoh la wei, tak lawak pon. o m g. kuang ajo nyer! yess,, that me when i very very stress!


sebab itu lah eyesbeg saya besar, dan saya bermata panda !



sekian :)

Cara Mempercepatkan Waktu


Asslamualaikum




korang pernah tak rase time korang bosan tu. lambat je mase tu..
tp if korang nak cepat lagi cepat la mase tu berlalu.

if nak suruh hantar assignment tu cepat je mase berlalu kan. tak menyempat. ni time dah bosan tahap nek limah ni lambat pulak mase tu berlalu.

actually, aku tengah cuti sem. waw. 2 bulan. bagaimanakah aku ingin menghabiskan mase 2 bulan ni?
org kate.. pergi lah kerja, nnti dpt duit. boleh la tampung sikit sikit pembelajaran tu. almaklom la. aku study kat Perth, Araustralia. ouhh?? serious? hakhak.. main je, kat Arau, Perlis, 
if ade duit poket lebih tu. senang la aku nak meronggeng kat padang besar. teringin nak ajak nini pg sesame. tp tu la. lesen pon tarak. 

tp sayangnya. aku mintak kerja semua reject aku. what the heck?! macam-macam reason dorg bagi. tak amek budak bawah umur la. kak oi kak. sy ni sweet 19 okeh. ade tu pulak.. pandang aku atas bawah atas bawah. ish, gatal. tak mo laaa..... tp aku suke kedai kek baru bukak kat lagenda suria tu. cantik kedai dia. gegirl giler ! aku apply. first ok la. bila aku jujur cakap. sy ni tengah cuti sem. aku berpaling je. ade ke patut dia draw X atas application form aku tu. ok. faham. 

back to topic...
cara nak mempercepatkan waktu

ape yang aku buat...ish malu pulak nak share, tp ini lah yg aku buat dalam 2bulan cuti ni.
start 
0000= online various website...
0100= still online
0200=fresh to online
0300=dekat2 dengan bantal
0400=pg dapor. merompak makanan
0500=continue online
0600=time to solat subuh !
0700= zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
0800=zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
0900=zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
1000=zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
1100=zzzzzzzzzzzz
1200=zzzzzzzz
1300=zzzzz
1400=zz
1500=breakfast. solat zohor
1600= watching the TV
1700= solat solat
1800= tengok tv + on9
1900=tengok tv + on9
2000=tengok tv + on9
2100=tengok tv + on9
2200=tengok tv + on9
2300=tengok tv + on9
2400= tengok tv + on9


online + tido +makan = aku makin gemuk gitu.
#nak cepat kan waktu. Tidur lah !. best giler, tetibe, eh, dah malam. eh. dah pagi. eh. aku tak mandi lagi.hahaha

tara... life cycle insan yg bernama Atiqah. apa nak jadi lah budak ni. sometime aku pon tak tahu mcm mana lah aku boleh jadi LAZY WORM ni. rase nye dalam 2 bulan ni.. 2 kali je aku keluar. teman kak ikien shopping and pg event astro on the go. hmm.. dan........ aku rase aku makin berisi, mengapakah??
sbb aku makan malam. then bile makan. aku jadi mengantuk teramat. so aku tidur dalam kekenyangan bukan dalam keimanan. hoho.. but still solat 5 waktu tu penting, 

oh. lagi satu yg penting. area rumah aku ni. hulu langat. PRU hari tu PAS menang.ape yg berubah nye. azan tak mcm dulu. if dulu jarang jarang dengar azan. sekarang tidak lagi sbb PAS la, geng surau dah beraksi. dorg makin aktive sekarang ni. kekadang tu malam jumaat and ahad dorg buat ceramah kat masjid and surau. now mak pon dah jadi ahli marhaban. tp mak tak active sangat sbb geng marhaban ni banyak pergi jejalan. mak bukan sihat sangat pon. so, mak join yg dekat2 je. tok pulak selalu jugak ajak aku g mengajin kat surau.. hmm.. aku ni dah la bukan budak agama, so mcm susah sikit nak bawak kaki ni ke surau. but dlm 2 bulan ni. ade la 5 kali aku pg mengaji quran.. wah.. tak percaya aku pg surau, yess.tak payah caya pon.. tp kan.. tak ramai org pon kt surau. almost nenek nenek je. aku pulak yg kono take care of tok aku.

now, walopon hidup aku ni sedikit kebosanan aku still rase happy. tak tahu kenape, tp ade satu sbb, orang kate bende tu negative, harus di elakkan. tp aku pulak rase bende tu postive, sbb dia bagi semangat kat aku. sbb bende tu, act bukan bende tapi perkara, sbb tu.. aku boleh sampai ke sini. nak tahu ape? LOVE. yess. that is it ! tak kesah la love ape ape pon. family, friend, or someone special... love tu buat aku rase aku lebih bermakna. dan boleh bagi aku semangat. i love my family. i love my friend. and i love you. i hope you all will love me too.. :*

sekian.






To Base Road






Testing
Could be easy for us to talk about something. But, when the time fixed on the self ... that is when we recognize that the sky is low or high. And, when it also was once beautiful life easier, now become destabilized. We lost cause. We almost lost power. We stuck.

Cry 
Despite not falling tears, but our hearts are struggling. Inner suffering. We lost with yourself. In front of people, we try to give the best. We say our life is good. Always good. The reality is itself being tested. And another man, not able to understand. Never.

Yourself 
Take yourself far away. We hid. So much so, we had to push others aside. Aloof. Honestly at ourselves, we are still lost to myself. We still do not understand. Things are still not finished yet. Self, still remains so. Here .. so .. and continue to be so.

Is life will end the moment?

God, make life with a purpose. In the end, the test was made. Without testing, we will not know the meaning of life. Without testing and life, we certainly do not know who God is. Travel far, we suddenly lost its way. So, back to square one. Back to square one, not mean we retreat. But, go home to God. We need God to move on. We need God to improve lives. We need God, because we are only human.



The Meaningful Questions


Hi… to cute girl.

Hallohaaaa… handsome boy !! ^^


I got the lucky invitation




What's the meaningful Questions?


That its ! What and How.
I'll write to answer this meaningful questions.
but....... before that. I want to share with you the moment.
cuz I'm not sure whether u're there or not.
*Sharing is Caring*

#WARNING : This post little bit Long. cuz this is memories of a my lifetime. (^_^)
Take a deep breath
cool..
ok...
Are You READY??
Here we GO !!





My Way to Get There...



This is my map to get there. For your information, this is my first time go to Sunway Pyramid. I came by train. This is my first time so I’m little bit clumsy to reach there. I about to lose my way cuz I was wrong to take train. O m g.  Guess what. I was still at Bangsar LRT Station at 9.15 am. I was informing to reach there at 9.00 am for registration... I am ‘On Time’ person. In my heart, I hope that the roads are not crowded. Then………. Taraaaa!!! The first person I saw was Jin Lim a.k.a JinnyBoy. O m g. O m GGGG!!... he’s there tooooo!! I was screaming, “Jinnnnnn !!! I'm your fannnnnn !!” then he look at me.. wait ! Did he hear me??? I screamed inside meh. Did he hear me?? Waww… amazing.. then I shy shy cat laaa… (^^) oppsss.. I forgot to line up. Wait wait waittttt…………. Then my turn to register. 


Are you there during the event run?

If yes. That’s good !! you knew how happening that event !
If NOOOO……. It’s ok. Because I’m here to share with you !! ^_^
Jeng jengggggg… I know some people don’t like to read. What they want to is look the pictures.
So I would like to share the moment with pictures. Then u’ll be able know how happening it is. You know people always said that “every picture has its own story” kikiii
you don’t believe me? Never mind. Here we go !!


Before AOTG-explorer start.

Registration

B24 is my team number

Astro Shirt

this is my teammate,

Astro beg..
seem like SAG beg <3



While Performing Tasks







psy is shy
so sopan~



duck duck~


After Finish



<3 jin lim <3








Then..........


Now I know..
how important POWER BANK
I should hv one
-___________-




Its time to answer the question !



The best part........
The best part  TO ME 
is
when we can't find a booth.

You must wonder WHY right??
Let me take you through the times of error.lol

when we received the message....
we just like this picture.


Oh...we can't find.... we were so confused...
then.. we ran there..we ran here...
aiyooo... the shopper keep looking to us..
even I'm athlete..I never never never  never ran in a shopping mall. 
It is very unique.
valuable experience !!

taraa.. we rilexing our mind.. 
and keep asking.. 


then, I search on google..
"korean shop in Sunway Pyramid"
Mr.Google give us the answer


so, what are you waiting for?
lets run.. 
go to UNIQLO

BUT.......


Astro Booth NO there!!
 then.. 
we keep ran...ran.. ran...
Naik Turun Tangga Bergerak...
LG2-->LG1-->GF-->FF
FF-->GF-->LG1-->LG2
but still...
we can't find..
I still remember.
we found the answer. but not the booth. ><

when we were impasse. Suddenly a miracle happened !
we found the booth.
its there! infront of Espirit
o m g


 we take 3 minutes only at the korean booth.
the answer is The Great Seer !

then we continued to another booth,
seem like we were not in trouble after found the korean booth.


Selamat kakak ni cute !
we lost about half hour to find this booth.
-_______-
that's why this is the best part to me.
I've learned a lot.
Experience is what I need !

Lessons  I learned from the my own story :

**Never ever give up !
**Strive to be successful !
**Shortly patience may ward off great disaster.
**Water is important (^^)


Next Question..


First,
ask  my parent 

Me : Mak boleh langgan Astro-On-The-Go tak?
Mak: Ape benda tu anakku?
Me: Mak tak tahu ke? Tak pe. Yuu explain...


Mak: Bagus lah tu. Bagus bonar Astro ni...

that my dialog with my mom..
I learned in Perlis.
Perlis don't have much entertainment like cinema.
so.. I'm little bit stress cuz I don't really know what the latest hot movie..
I just like Jet Lag..

just see this..

no antena astro. means no astro..

No TV No Astro No Movie.

A Lot OF NOOO

but with Astro-On-The-Go
A Lot OF YESS
(^^)

I can watch
Anytime Anywhere
even in Kuliah day.. 
kikikikkk
*evilsmile*

I already subscribed AOTG...
can't wait to use it in Perlis as my sem break about to die young, lol
I'll make sure that I topup my broadband
so no buffering while watch AOTG..

If I have a tournament..
I just only bring my phone or tab.
cuz through it I can watch whatever I like.

I will never be outdated.
can be together with friends to watch.
get rid of boredom.
can see the live broadcast.


This rock man !!!
*ignored the tapawer*





------The End-----
(^_^)













Problem is Not a Problem





When we suffer a problem, means that God wants us to live more adults in the face of this. When our misfortune, that means God wants us closer to him. When we are afflicted with pain, means that God has provided for our convenience.

For surely there are problems behind the maturation process, there is wisdom behind calamities, despite the hardships no facility.

"Surely there are pitfalls along the facility. Indeed, there are pitfalls along the facility. "(Surat al-Insyirah: 5-6)

When the problem comes up, do not complain in front of the creator, not rebellion will result especially by saying that God is not fair. However, ask that we be given the patience and perseverance in the face, given the best solution for us, and always expect him to give us rewards.

Without the night, never beautiful full moon. Without hunger, food will never feel pleasure. Without water cool thirst will not give a lot of meaning. Similarly, many will not win or facility without a leading meaningful resistance of difficulty. After came the cloudy bright.

There is no life without problems, because the problem is his Sunnah. We need only open the chest in the face. If we build our resilience, grace will be sorely problem. If we ever build a sigh miserable problems will always increase.

Comes to problem we face, not condemned or condemnation. The problem is in the process of maturation medium. Without problems we would not have grown. No problem we would not be unusual. "Straight and flat road would never produce a great driver. Calm sea seamen would never produce efficient. The sky would never produce a reliable pilot. "

At the moment we are looking for a solution in a problem, in that moment will live a maturation process begins. Let smile then they have a problem and be able to overcome the problem wisely,  with fixed always depend on the outcome of God, he made just after the trusts.

Come with us to conquer the problem!

Do not weeping What Not Ours









In this journey of life we ​​often feel frustrated. Very disappointed indeed. Something missing from the grip, desire unfulfilled, that statement does not conform to expectations. Finally thinking is sinking slowly - but surely.

Really, all that has been present in frustration so tempestuous soul.

And very very lucky if the soul effect the moments, there is a drop light in the heart to contemplate the truth. Still have the strength to set foot head councils of knowledge, remembrance ceremonies that will give peace of mind.

Life is like a Forest . Place that we catch various desires. And indeed created man has a will, a desire. But not everything that we'd like to be chalk, not all of us want to be reached. And not easy to realize that what is not ours we should not weeping.

Many people do not realize that life does not have a law: that is to be successful, to be happy or should-be others.

Many people are successful but forget that the original gift of God to make it all the arrogant and arbitrary acts. The fact that failure is something we have no right to, as determined by him.

Not Ours
What do we belong in the world, such as the living, office and position to convey God's will. But what was not ours, then we will not be able to have, although it is barely upon us, even though we are working tooth and nail.

"There is already a disaster that befalls the earth, and (nor) in yourselves, without its being in a Book (down the tablets Mahfuz) before We create it. Surely, that is easy for Allah. (We explain such) so that you do not grieve for what escaped you and that you should not be too happy with what God give to you. And Allah does not love any arrogant boaster "(Surah Al-Hadid: 22-23)

The same applies to the times of need about matchmaking. Sometimes we are not aware of us blame God about matchmaking, open it ask for the best in our istikharah. We like that determines everything ..

My soul is grieved, hear this from God:

".... It may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you. And may be you love something when it is bad for you Omniscience kalian.Allah do not know. "(Surat al-Baqara 216)

So after this, O soul, do you drift in long-lasting sorrow soul of any lapse and have gone from you. Anything that we feel should be in this world, should be able to give us hope to be happy in the afterlife. Because a believer does not live to the world, but to make the world to find life in the hereafter!

But never mind, don't weeping for what is not yours!



16 may 2013



Assalamualaikum




hari ini besamaan dgn tarikh 16 mei..
adalah hari kelahiran 
Firdaus
dan selamat hari guru juga kepada semua guru guru.






hi firdaus. here ur birthday wish from Atiq @ Mak  Kak Limah


Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to Firdaus Fuzi
Happy Birthday to you

-tepuk tangan reramaiii-



maaf gambar anda di rompak oleh kak limah. =P






Seribu Alasan untuk bergembira


We always grieve.

Grieving for many things. There are those who are grieving for loved ones lost, stolen goods, grieving for appearances, insult and calumny, and so on. There were also sad because of love.

There is time, indeed mankind feel sadness.

Already a habit, we often find an excuse to bersedihan 1000 times. from small to big things.
Yes, grieving is always good because it can occasionally softens the heart, a sensitive soul sign.
But the dosage needs to be controlled. Too long soak in the sorrow of the soul will rot.
So why do we not find 1000 reasons to rejoice?

aik? calamity do want to be happy?
My point here is that we have to think positive all what happened.
For example, when we lost handsets, the reason may God wants us to return to Him after we get lost in the world of business.
It's a sign of God dear to us. Is not that a reason to rejoice?

Redha.

People "believe" is amazing. They are able through all turns of life with courage and serenity.

God is good all the decisions. Awards for excellence and glory of life is not making riya ', arrogant, ujud up dragging to hell.
Load does not lead to disaster despair, disappointment and lament-tentacle to drag her into the humans who are not grateful.
Only the "believers" only able to connect his soul with God, for all pleased with his decision. Hearken to His provision.

Why do I believe the only real instead of Muslims? 
This is because, only a believer who believes in 100% without a doubt to God. They were pleased with what happened.

Prophet Muhammad himself, grieving only for a moment. Good on the death of his children, or his friends death of a beloved.

Enough we find 1000 reasons to be sad and elongated-manjangkan our grief is. Let us find 1000 reasons to gladden the heart. The fact is, there is nothing bad in the gift of God Almighty. Everything is great and has its own wisdom. When God gave us misfortune, the advantages in terms of warning to us.

We live only to judge.

If our heart felt parched then hiburlah with the remembrance of Allah,

If our minds are so tangled strands tenangkanlah with rosary,

When we feel chest tightness then lapangkan with Recital,

If the override sad Remember: for what? "It's sad there is no point ... this world is not the place to move wistful"



credit to : http://akuislam.com/blog/

Dalam hati Siapa yang Tahu ?




Dalam hati

Siapa yang mengetahui isi hati seseorang?
siapa yang dapat menyelami seberapa dalamnya hati seseorang? 
Bila kita melihat seseorang tersenyum apakah dia benar-benar bahagia? 
bila seseorang menangis adakah itu bererti dia sedang bersedih? 
adakah kenyataannya seperti yang kita lihat?

Hati, tidak ada seorangpun yang mampu meneka dengan pasti sedalam mananya hati kita sendiri, kadangkala kita tidak dapat memahami apa yang ada di dalam hati.

Apa yang dilihat di luar belum tentu itu mencerminkan apa yang ada di dalam hati.  Bukan bererti perlu hipokrit tetapi kadang – kadang orang lain tidak perlu tahu apa yang sebenarnya kita rasakan saat itu. Apabila kita bahagia tidak perlu kita memperlihatkan kebahagian itu secara berlebihan kepada orang lain. Ketika kita bersedih tidak perlu juga mereka mengetahui seberapa sakit yang menimpa kita hingga membuat kita bersedih
.
Begitu juga ketika hati kita merasa jengkel, jangan sampai orang lain kena getahnya. Cukuplah kita sendiri yang mengetahuinya dan Allahlah tempat kita menumpahkan segala rasa yang ada di hati, hanya Allah tempat kita mengadu, tempat kita berserah diri. “Cukuplah Allah menjadi Penolong kami dan Allah adalah sebaik-baik Pelindung.”

Waktu ini, disuatu tempat ada hati yang begitu bahagia, seolah – olah  ia ingin tersenyum setiap saat. Ya, di sana ada hati yang berbunga-bunga kerana akan memiliki apa yang sangat dia harapkan selama ini, dia sedang menunggu hari besar dalam hidupnya. Saya dapat membayangkan bagaimana hati yang dipenuhi dengan kebahagiaan, kesenangan dan suka cita.

Tetapi sebaliknya, disini ada hati yang terluka kerananya, sedih kerana kebahagiaan yang dirasakan olehnya. Tahukah dia bahawa ada hati yang sakit disaat dia sedang merasakan kebahagiaan yang sempurna? 
Tahukah dia bahawa ada seseorang ingin menangis ketika dia tersenyum dan ketawa?
Dalamnya hati siapa yang tahu? 

senyum kita masih ada, tawa kita kadang masih terlihat dan gurauan itu juga masih kita berikan kepada setiap orang di dekat kita, tidak ada yang tahu bahawa disebalik apa yang mereka lihat dari mimik wajah & tingkah laku kita sebenarnya kita sedang terluka.

Kita ingin menangis saat itu, tetapi tidak ada yang tahu tentang itu. Hanya Allah dan kita sahaja  yang mengetahui dalam hati, hanya Allah tempat kita mengembalikan semua rasa di dalam hati, hanya Allah pengubat sakit & lara hati ini. Hanya  dengan mengingat Allahlah kita berusaha menenangkan hati ini ketika kebahagiaan seseorang  merenggut kebahagian kita, ketika tidak ada seorangpun yang memahami perasaan dalam hati kita.

Subhanallah walhamdulillah walailahaillallah wallahuakbar walahaulawalaquwataillabillah rangkaian kalimat ini yang membasahi bibir kita,menggetarkan hati yang sedang kita pupuk kembali, menemani butiran air yang menitis dari kelopak mata.

Sabda Rasulullah “Perbanyakkanlah membaca La Haula Wala Quwwata Illa Billah kerana sesungguhnya bacaan ini adalah ubat bagi 99 penyakit, yang mana penyakit paling ringan adalah kebimbangan” (Riwayat Al-Uqaili melalui jabir r.a.)
 Hasbunallahu wa ni’mal wakiil ni’mal maula mani’man nashir
Ya Rabb…
Semua datangnya dari Engkau dan semua akan kembali kepada Engkau, maka aku serahkan semua rasa ini kepadaMu Ya Rabb… Kuatkanlah aku menghadapi setiap ujian yang Engkau berikan, Ikhlaskanlah hati aku untuk menerima setiap takdir yang Engkau tuliskan kepada aku.

Hanya Engkau Ya Rabb yang mengetahui dengan benar dalamnya hati aku maka aku memohon tuntunlah diri ini untuk tetap berada dalam kebenaranMu Amin Allahumma Amin


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